Monday, 25 November 2013

REGARDLESS



Winds whistled through dark strands,
Long blades of untouched savanna.
Sub divine visions burst on my eyes
Vocal chords by which Apollo tuned his harp
I could have sworn then that you were a Goddess
Descended from the heavens
The way you affected everything around you
It was as though your body mirrored your soul
And if I had a choice to love you not
I knew it not
But tides came and went
Dark strands turned grey
Shadows crept in on the light that shined within
And joints once well oiled
Have turned to creaky rust
But I love you
Beyond your body
Beyond your soul
Beyond your mind
I love you in me
And though I don’t always show the phenotype
Be assured that loving you exceeds my control
It is my genotype
I love you regardless


Muscles wrought in steel
Chiseled and carved as if by the hands of Vulcan himself
Sublime in style, Herculean in power
With one I’d carry you
With the other ward off all assailants
Problem solver
Never a step out of place
Wisdom beyond my years
Unfailing knowledge
Alpha male
Head of the pack
You were Asaase Afia, My Hera
My Cleopatra
My Amina
My Fathia
But rains came and went
Flesh once firm sagged
Memory needle sharp now fails
Hearts once passionate now livid
But I still love you
Beyond my weakness
Beyond my failing body
Beyond my minds inability to know anything and everything
I love you in you
Where I’m perfect and have no faults
Where my little efforts are hyperbolized a hundredfold over
I love you regardless
The clouds formed differently
The winds were a little cooler and a little warmer
A concerto of birds
Backed by stomping horses and trumpeting elephants
Heralded our mornings
The sun caressed our cheeks with gentle fingers
The winds kissed us ever so softly
The grass received us better than latex
The rivers tasted better
The springs and pool were more refreshing
But suns set and rose
Crowing crows caused chaotic chasms be created concurrently within cocoons once safe
Flames of turbulent volcanoes say in our ears the inevitability of an end
Erupting geysers will sing our eminent doom
Incoherent quakes will roots threaten
Ripping away at buttress and tap
Hoping to create a gap
But I love you
Beyond their hushed screams
Beyond their hooded smiles
Beyond their uncanny dances
I love you in God
Timelessly transcending star, galaxy and universe
Eternally unchanging
Cosmically unlimited
I love you regardless.

Thursday, 21 November 2013

IN SILENCE SAID




I know I promised that we’ll talk about everything and nothing
No barriers, no walls
Nothing was outta bounds for us
I swore to keep no secrets
And that “no holding anything back” clause in our contract was meant to be upheld
So tell me
Why am I up talking to Journal through Steadler
Explain to me why I couldn’t tell you in worded communication
How I detested the interruption of our silent conversation
How when you got up and left for those few minutes
It felt like a thousand years
How when you returned with your back turned told tales
How omitting to tell of the interrupter
Gave to my mind the chance to be an insurrector
Conspiring theories
Of  who did what and what did who and what not
Questions of why a back turned
Why a voice heard
Or unheard
Why! why!! why!!!
My heart beat
And between
Diastole and systole a myriad of words unsaid
But the channel was broken
Whoever ran the interference succeeded
A ping
Then another…..
Then another………
Silence!!
Hurried goodbyes
Unsaid hurts, heavy sighs
And hearts still beating..
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